我曾经很喜欢笑,也感受过快乐,
但现在我唯一想做的就是躺平.
I used to like to laugh and feel happy. But now all I want to do islie flat.
现在什么都不想做,就想静静地发呆
I could express my emotions without any worries.
“可惜我做不到,不是因为想太多才抑郁
而是抑郁让我不受控制的想太多.”
‘lt’s a pity that I can’t do it. l’m not depressed because I think too much. It’s depression that makes me think too much out of control.
”我很自卑,我很烂,我没有任何优点
我很无力,我在挣扎,我在崩溃.”
‘I am very poor,I suck,I don’t have any merits.I am weak,I am struglin
g,I_am falling_apart.”
“我就是一个废物,什么都做不好,
我讨厌我自己.”
“I am just a loser.I can’t do anything well.I hate myself.”
“那个跟你说永远不会离开你的人,
“The one who told you he would never leave you, Finally,I left an apolog
“如果当初不认识你,如果当初没有加你微信,
如果当初保持了距离,是不是就不会有后来的故事了?”
“lf I didn’t know you at first,if I didn’t add you on Wechat, If we had kept our distance,would there be no later stories?”
“我每天都是凌晨三四点才睡,但晚上有人找我聊天,
我都会说我困了,希望你永远听不懂这句话.”
‘l don’t go to bed until 3:4 am every day,but when someone comes to chat with me atnight, I will say that I am sleepy. I hope you will never understand this sentence.”
